Der Henry-Blog

in her arms And in her arms, so soft but hurt, I lay and just don't say a word, I wish for it to never end, But I know that it is just not meant. It's just a friendship, nothing more, And I just can't stop wishing for, A life where it could work out fine, A life where I could call her mine. These simple hours were warm and lovely, Felt marvelous and badly crushed me, The life I wished for will not work, And that my thoughts of love were just absurd. In the end I'm all alone again, Every hour, day and year and when I think I found some love for me, I know it will be just a dream. *** thankful For a night I didnt want to cry, For a night my life felt so alright, For a night there was someone there, For a night I felt like one would care. She got my heartbeat to get calm, She got my frozen heart so warm. She got me to feel something new, It all felt like a dream come true. And in my head there was just silence, Like a simple pause for internal violence, I felt the moment a...

Wishes --------------------------------- for the last twenty-one years, the greatest of my fears, became to die alone, with no one to call home. They all say, she will come one day, and I say, there is just no way. because for all I know, there is no snow on the sea, and with that same chance, no one will love me. this time it was distance, while my heart streamed out so loud, maybe she just missed it, Why am I not allowed? to finally find my soulmate, with whom distance's just a word, who will stay up late, and make jokes that are absurd? Next time it's something different, and the one after that as well, I'm running in circles, spiraling down a well. And there at the bottom, space and time just stops, a dream glows up and fills me up with glee. It's no silent wish, I shout it with full lungs! That I want to feel, someones love. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ blue thoughts --------------------------------------- if there are clouds on your mind, if you feel like nothin...