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#Unkommentiert 18 "I found something new."

in her arms

And in her arms, so soft but hurt,
I lay and just don't say a word,
I wish for it to never end,
But I know that it is just not meant.

It's just a friendship, nothing more,
And I just can't stop wishing for,
A life where it could work out fine,
A life where I could call her mine.

These simple hours were warm and lovely,
Felt marvelous and badly crushed me,
The life I wished for will not work,
And that my thoughts of love were just absurd.

In the end I'm all alone again,
Every hour, day and year and when
I think I found some love for me,
I know it will be just a dream.

***

thankful

For a night I didnt want to cry,
For a night my life felt so alright,
For a night there was someone there,
For a night I felt like one would care.

She got my heartbeat to get calm,
She got my frozen heart so warm.
She got me to feel something new,
It all felt like a dream come true.

And in my head there was just silence,
Like a simple pause for internal violence,
I felt the moment and nothing more,
The moment I was looking for.

With the soothing touch of her hands,
And beauty of her in every glance,
With joyfulness she brought upon me,
And loneliness she got to leave me.

I'm thankful for that simple night,
I promise I will keep it tight,
To never lose this memory,
Of that night, just you and me.

***

Innsbruck

mighty mountains and misty meadows
and in between a town that follows
a river winding through the valley,
the spring of life for so so many.

Through narrow streets I walked that day,
on open places I came to stay,
admiring the scenery,
a view that was all new to me.

from high up spots, I observed the rushin'
of the people below, that stopped for nothin'
at night, from there, I saw the lights,
of houses, parks and larger sights.

walked over bridges and under trees,
rode trams where you could hang your skis.
of the nicest things I took a picture,
which made my memories much richer.

And all those memories at last,
will stay with me, even if they're past,
so that I can remember them,
as part of me and who I am.

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